ANALYZE:
When I was a junior in high school my Spanish teacher announced that she was leading a tour to Spain. I didn’t know if my family could afford it but I knew I really wanted to go. My parents and I went to a meeting with other interested families. Soon after my parents told me that they would come up with the money and that I could go. I was thrilled and a little nervous. I was excited to try to really communicate using my Spanish. I had been studying Spanish for three years and it came rather easily to me but up until then it wasn’t very important to me. I remember so much about that trip even today. I can still picture myself standing in the Prado, Mrs. Keating (my teacher) had her arm around my shoulders and she was explaining a piece of art to me. This was a moment early in my own journey that changed me. I fell in love with Spain. I loved the people, the music, the art, and the language, just everything! When I went to college I had an opportunity to study in Spain for a summer. I lived with a family and took classes. This experience like my first confirmed the love I had for Spain…Oh what a place to go!
As a Spanish teacher I feel both lucky and obliged to offer this opportunity to my students. The chance to use their language skills in another country is irreplaceable. They will never learn culture from any book that they will learn in one week by visiting the country and experiencing the culture first hand. I often think of Ms. Keating and how she changed my life. I’m not so bold as to think I will change all of their lives but I remember the reactions of my own students and know the merit of these journeys. To quote one student…”Ms. Phelps, this is the best thing I’ve ever done in my whole life!"
APPRAISE:
As a whole, I am proud of these trips as a representation of my work and my educational philosophy. There are things I did well on each trip and things I would change about each. I do feel that travel offers irreplaceable opportunities for students. This artifact represents a quality of language instruction that cannot be achieved in the classroom. This artifact demonstrates an effective and positive teaching and learning situation for a foreign language teacher and student. The planning and execution of the trip can be labor intensive and at times trying work. I handled this part of the process well.
Traveling to Europe is an expensive endeavor that is not feasible to all students. I hate the fact that it isn’t an opportunity available to all students. While I offered some fundraising opportunities it is a lot of money to try to raise. It is something I still struggle with. When I was taking the students from Smith there was one girl who wasn’t able to go. She had studied with these girls for the past three years in Spanish but because of scheduling was not in Spanish 4 with them. I had said that she could still come even though she wasn’t in the class. Unfortunately, She could not afford to go on the trip. I felt sad for her but she accepted the facts and no one really spoke of it.
When we returned from the second trip with Greenfield, I received a not-so-nice letter from a mother whose son was not able to go. I felt horrible but was unsure what to do about it. I discussed it with my principal who helped me to be able to call the mother and try to explain the circumstances. I don’t think the conversation made either of us feel better about the whole thing.
TRANSFORM:
As I am in the process of planning my third trip now, this part of the reflection takes on true meaning. The trips are still happening which shows I still see the merit of them. I am still struggling with the cost. This trip will cost over eighteen hundred dollars. At our first meeting I offered 2 fundraising packets for individuals to help defray the cost of their own trip. Even still, this trip will be financially unavailable for some students. I hope the fundraising will help some families be able to make this happen but I have to accept that if I continue to do these trips they will continue to be exclusive, much to my dismay.
I believe strongly in the positive outcomes of these trips. I will plan my next trip and travel to Spain in April next year. Hopefully these trips will be a part of my teaching for years to come. I anxiously await the time when I can bring my own son on one of these student trips.